Last year I used to study til like 3 in the morning....and now I can't make it past 10:30.  Whatever, I'm tired and I can't retain anymore knowledge tonight.  I'm going to the library tomorrow morning and studying all day, so that will be VERY productive.  Hopefully.
This semester has actually gone by super fast.  Christmas is soon which makes me happy.  I love christmas.  Not for religious reasons, I just really like spending time with the family, and giving people presents.  I love that.  I love when people are happy.
I was looking at my/everyone else's old entries...they are hilarious.  Embarrassing, but hilarious.  I don't understand why/how I was so ANGRY in high school.  Seriously, I was angry at everything/everyone and I don't know why.  But oh well.  I'm really genuinely happy with my life right now, and that's what matters.  I'm glad I didn't decide to transfer out of McGill, even though sometimes I feel everything would be easier if I went to school in the States, I think it's a really good experience and it is teaching me a lot about myself.

And now I'm going to bed early.  Excellent.

Only 4 finals/16 days til the semester is over and I get to go home to everything/everyone I love.  That is a good feeling.

I love livejournal and Brian Blackwood.

I think we should go back to LJ so we know what's going on in each others lives.  Or just to read the funny/embarrassing entries from high school.

In other news, I am screwed for finals but all I want to do is sleep.  Other than that, I am loving life right now.  Weird.

Matty told me to update this a while ago and I don't feel like cleaning my room right now so yeah.

I have nothing to update about except my room is in a shambles because I'm cleaning it out because I'm getting my aunt's old bedroom set next week. including a queen-sized bed, so that's legitimate. I don't know whether I should paint my room or not. And if I decide that I should, I don't know what color. Or what color bedset to get. My rug is emerald green...what the hell colors will go with that? if you have any suggestions or want to help me paint eventually, let me know. thaaaaanks.

we're having a hamlet party at pesky's tonight and I'm pretty positive that we're just going to MAUL mrs. welsch for four hours and not pay attention to this movie at all. but it's fine.

in other news, fleetwood mac is owning my life right now and I love it. so screw you.

this weekend was pretty much amazing. on friday a few of us just went to mikes and did nothing except watch mike/alexa/frank play super smash brothers and witness mike hail hitler a lot. good times. on saturday I didn't wake up until 1:30 so that was key. I did pretty much nothing all day then made my mom attempt to curl my hair then got ready and ended up looking extremely 50s. the girls took pictures at molly's and it was cute. semi was actually really fun so that was good. we went to alexa's after and did nothing except yell at jen to turn off the lights and harrass christa while she was sleeping. this morning it took jen and christa like 4 hours to walk to christa's car. haha<3 the three of us decided to have an awesome wendy's adventure which was excellent. christa tried to explain token cat noises to us...and pretty much failed. so i've pretty much done nothing all day since then except a lot of laudry and procrastination on ap english stuff. yuuup.

billy joel. tomorrow. :)

<3

I'm updating but I should be studying physics. But it's fine. Midterms are almost over! So that's good. They haven't been too bad except for AP french and calc.

Anyways, today was a legitimate day. A bunch of us went to corcord street grill and got breakfast except for mike who got lunch because he's different. Then Lindsay and I took an adventure to her house then to the school where I had to deal with marano to sign nhs stuff then to the macglaughlan...maclachlan...macglaughlan..house so Lindsay could get stuff signed. Then I came home and studied for biotech for a little then went to Matty's and intruded on a baby shower then listening to funny podcasts then ate cake then played the fucking traffic jam game then talked about jon bernahd for like 20 minutes. And now I kind of have to study for physics which is lame. And we have practice tomorrow which is wicked fucking lame. But the O.C. is on tonight and that is very not lame :) so yeahhhh. this weekend needs to be amazing. and semi is next weekend. and I still need a dress. fuck.

♥

Jake and I were discussing the seven deadly sins. And I found this. And I liked it.

Greed:	Low
Gluttony:	Medium
Wrath:	Very High
Sloth:	Low
Envy:	High
Lust:	Low
Pride:	Medium

Take the Seven Deadly Sins Quiz

I just got back from a sweet boston adventure with Dave and Mary to see Jake's organ recital. It was a pretty awesome organ recital...since you know I've been to 34 of them. The bell thing on the train sounded like Robert Goulet. Oh and I learned that you can't make gay jokes at an organ recital. or EVER. (if you are some people.) I'm really bored and I should be writing college essays or getting my car inspected. But no. I'll do it tomorrow. It's fine. I really want to see Brokeback Mountain.

in other news....

You Belong in 1966

1966 If you scored... 1950 - 1959: You're fun loving, romantic, and more than a little innocent. See you at the drive in! 1960 - 1969: You are a free spirit with a huge heart. Love, peace, and happiness rule - oh, and drugs too. 1970 - 1979: Bold and brash, you take life by the horns. Whether you're partying or protesting, you give it your all! 1980 - 1989: Wild, over the top, and just a little bit cheesy. You're colorful at night - and successful during the day. 1990 - 1999: With you anything goes! You're grunge one day, ghetto fabulous the next. It's all good!

I was totally born in the wrong decade.

I got into college! Fairfield. Not my top choice but at least I know I don't have to be a hobo.

:)

ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh man.

last night was the dave concert and it was amaaaazingggggg. he played crash which pretty much made my life but he didn't play satellite which was lame. but it was still amaaaaaziingggggg :)

it's tuesday and that's pretty homosexual because everyone knows that tuesday is essentially the spawn of satan...but today hasn't been too horrible. ap french was cool because no one knows what they're doing and meghan made some funny noises. business was stupid because we took a lame test and did nothing. ap english was obviously hilarious because mrs. welsch is fucking insane. She said something beyond hilarious today but I forget what it was. At lunch we talked about donating sperm. yup. Civics was funny because dr. saul gets really uncomfortable when people make posters of black people getting lynched. After school was auditions. They were pretty cute. I got to read for Maria with little JP as the captain ♥. It pretty much made my life. Yeah so then I went home and did nothing then we had a meet. And we lost. clearly. but it was ok. There were really dreamy muscle-y boys on the other team.

I'm at that point where I'm so tired, I'm hyper/giddy. yeah. giddy.

if you are auditioning for the sound of music and come across a german word you can't pronounce, it can be replaced with any of these words:
mein kampf
third reich
weimar republic
blitzkrieg
anchluss
hail hilter
kristallnacht
...there were so many more that I can't remember right now. damnit.

Open iTunes to answer the following.
Go to your library.
Answer, no matter how embarrasing it is.

How many songs: 1345

Sort by song title:
First Song: (I Can't Get No) Satisfaction - Rolling Stones
Last Song: Zoot Suit Riot - Cherry Poppin' Daddies

Sort by time:
Shortest Song: Tune Up #3 - Rent
Longest Song: Echoes - Pink Floyd

Sort by artist:
First Artist: 3 Doors Down
Last Artist: Zero 7

Sort by album:
First Album: 10 Thing I Hate About You Soundtrack
Last Album: Your Favorite Weapon - Brand New

Top Ten Most Played Songs:
1. Sound of Silence - Simon and Garfunkel
2. Santeria - Sublime
3. Defying Gravity - Wicked
4. Popular - Wicked
5. Time to Say Goodbye - Sarah Brightman and Andrea Bocelli
6. I Should Tell You - Rent
7. Hurricane - Something Corporate
8. All I Ask of You - Phantom of the Opera
9. Come What May - Moulin Rouge
10. For No One - The Beatles

First song that comes up on Shuffle:
ABC - Jackson 5

Search ....
"sex", how many songs come up? 0
"death", how many songs come up? 12
"love", how many songs come up? 56
"you", how many songs come up? 182

Please do it :)

leave an anonymous comment with:
[1] one secret.
[2] one compliment.
[3] one non-compliment.
[4] one love note.
[5] lyrics to a song.
[6] how old you are.
[7] how long we've been friends.
[8] a hint to who you are.
[9] what you think about me.

comment on the entry about hurtful words please. andrea__love902

top ten things i'm happy with...

in no particular order

1. Powderpuff. fuck yes.
2. UM RENT IN LIKE LESS THAN TWO WEEKS.
3. the weather
4. friends
5. um harry potter.
6. almost being done with high school kind of
7. college kind of
8. it's only friday night and it feels like saturday night
9. I'm getting my aunt's old queen sized bed on thanksgiving
10. I'm going to sleep right now. I <3 sleep.

yeah I don't feel like looking for who hasn't done this yet.

Todayyyy was pretty uneventful I think. In AP French we talked about french colonization which led into a discussion about Haiti which lead to us listening to Wyclef Jean. It was kind of depressing to listen to her talk about the poverty in Haiti and like how there are some ports there that the UN won't even go near because it's too dangerous and yeah. I don't know. I got really hung up on all of it I guess. Anywayyys business management was ridiculous because it always is. AP english was ok. I didn't pay attention during the first half of class at all. But then we just had to grade some anonymous essays anonymously. so that wasn't too bad. During lunch we got attacked by 89457023495 bees. In civics we got quizzes back and Mike received a grade that's less than his age. Then we watched a movie. Pretty legit. Homecoming Saturday...is going to be so weak if Ben doesn't get the night off of work. I'm really really bored.

Well this weekend went from smably to amazing. Friday night was...shambly. Then on Saturday Lex, Mollz, and I went to UNH to see Dane Cook with Erica and Brian so that was good. We waited for like over an hour in the rain and smoked swishers under our sweet umbrella tent. That was pretty sweet. Oh yeah and um Dane Cook is hilarious. Then you know we ended up in a basement of some sketchy frat. Always good. Then we watched the last five minutes of The Village even though Molly did NOT want to watch a movie. Then I don't even know. We got back around 2 yesterday and Lex and I went to Kristin's for a sweet swim team poster making party. Good thing Alexa sneezed like 25729348572345 times and was crying because cats make her cry. It was kind of sad. aww. Today sucked. I'm so tired...my thyroid is like malfunctioning without its meds. Pretty shambly. Now I have to work which is lame. But at least I'll get some homework done. yeahh. Homecoming is Saturday. I don't know if I'm going or not yet. I don't because it's just paying 5 dollars to listen to shitty music. But I do because it's our last one. mehwhatever.

I hate: the college application process, my guidance couselor, the fact that I can't spell couselor?!, the fact that my mom wants me to go to school 7 hours away, the fact that I don't know what I want to do with my life, the fact that my mom is a crazy bitch, people who are complete assholes for no reason, the fact that I am overly sensitive about stupid things, growing up, and all of my green day classes.

I love: the fall, thursdays, my dad, 3eb, and Jamie Orrall.

yeah so this is what happens when Matty, Alexa, and I sit together at the college planning thing:

( oh man. )

and in other news I am going to a Dave Matthews show.
ummmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmamazing<3